I get it; we don’t have a traditional relationship, and I knew what I was getting into when this whole thing started. Despite your long absences, I have stuck by you. Come on, some years I wouldn’t see you from December until August, and let’s not talk about 2011. However, it didn’t matter; my commitment to you has never wavered. Yes, there were Drew, Aaron, and Tom, but Eli was off-limits. That’s a little weird. You of all people should understand the sacrifices it takes to be the best. I’ll never forget the first time I saw you step out onto the field. It was 2003. It was right then and there I knew I had to have you. The way you held onto the ball, the way your body moved and then... released. I could only think of one thing... no, not that; I’m married. I thought of Fantasy Football Superbowl. Together we could accomplish our dreams. You would get a ring, and I would get bragging rights as the only girl competing in my fantasy world. Do you know what a win like this does for women’s lib? Then my stadium lights were dimmed. Regardless, I stood strong, and I knew you would come back. That period of 1 year, 8 months, and 2 days was almost too much to bear. The Colts made their decision, and I made mine, so it’s off to Denver for the both of us. We’ve been through so much together; how could I turn my back on your now? I would not be deterred by all the gossip over age or injury. You stepped onto the field, and I saw it, the mark that kept us apart for an entire season. But it was not just a scar on your neck; it was proof of our determination to stand by one another to get to our ultimate goal, The Superbowl. I knew then, and there you were, my fantasy. I know, one day, this will come to an end, and we’ll both have to move on, but for now, I’m enjoying every single snap, throw, and run. You should know; I support your decisions on the field, but not your choice in pizza.
Yours in Fantasy,
Crazy mornings, lunches, showers, homework, activities, and this is just the beginning of a new school year. No more staying up late or sleeping in, going to the beach, worrying about dinner, or better yet, not worrying if I didn’t make it to the grocery store. With the lazy days of summer behind me, it’s not the hustle and bustle of a new school year I dread, but knowing what’s coming. It’s as predictable as a woman on birth control. I’m referring to the “Introducing Your Child” worksheet given by the teacher. This year, not only did I get this paper, but I’ve been asked to write an essay about my 7th grader. The premise of these “parent assignments” is to give the teacher a glimpse of our child through our eyes. Why? Let’s face it, the teacher already has an idea of my child based on his grades, test scores, his former teacher, and, be honest, the gossip in the teacher's lounge. His favorite subject? That can change. I loved math until college and a little class called Finite Math. I never worked so hard for a C in my life, especially in math. I struggled with reading and writing. Guess what—I’m an avid reader, and I enjoy writing. I don’t want my kid pigeonholed in elementary school or junior high. Teachers have the opportunity to bring out something that I may not know about my child. What upsets him at home should have no bearing on the teaching style. As his teacher, you get one small part of one chapter in his life; I’d like to see how you influence your section. Maybe he loved math last year, but you opened him up to the world of literature, Greek Mythology, or the galaxy. My relationship with my child is ours, and it’s up to you and him to develop yours. I do think it’s important you know if he has some funky allergies, eyesight issues, or any other tangibles that may affect his classroom behavior. But how I see my child and what I think don’t matter when it comes to his education. Here’s my promise to you. I promise to give you a child who will obey your rules, respect your authority, and be prepared to work. School is his job, too. As a parent in your class, I will support your goals and intentions. I also promise to not pre-judge you based on the gossip I’ve heard from other parents.
The grass is not always greener on the other side. Many of my friends fantasize about Brad Pitt. Honestly, my taste leans more towards Tatum Channing or Ben Affleck. Ok, Tatum gets my vote because of his moves, holy cow. I’m done dreaming now. Getting back to Brad, did you see the picture of Angelina's red carpet white powder faux pas? I had to Google why she used so much powder. I learned it’s for flash photography. Damn, is that why I look so funky in flash pictures? Note to me for my next selfie. As I looked at Angelina’s picture, I notice Brad gallantly reaching out his hand to his woman. Okay, I know they are not legally married, but let me tell you they are married. That particular picture spoke volumes to me. I can see it now; she and her team get her all glamorized for the big event, she walks out and says to Brad, “How do I look.” He says, “beautiful.” No self respecting hubby would say anything less because if he did, he’s probably on the market. Now I ask myself, HOW DID HE NOT SEE THE POWDER? At some point in marriages or long term relationships, our men fail to see. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and said something like, “Why didn’t you tell me I had a huge piece of green in my teeth?” or “Why didn’t you tell me I had a visible booger flapping in the wind while I talked?” or better yet, “You didn’t notice the toilet paper sticking out of the top of my pants?” And it’s always the same response, “I didn’t notice.” There was a time my new hubby would have handed me some floss, kleenex or sexily grab my butt to rescue the toilet paper from my pants. I’m not sure when he stopped noticing. I’d like to think it’s because he sees me the way I am; perfect. And maybe so does Brad, white powder and all. And when you’re fantasizing about some other man, turn to yours and think, “wow, they are all the same.”
My girlfriend, a mother to only girls, recently forwarded a blog to me written by a mom of boys detailing her “Top 10 Things She’s Learned” from them. As a mom of two boys, I could relate and even chuckle at a few of her lessons. But, I couldn’t help thinking she’s either sweetened this up a bit or her boys are still little. I grew up with four brothers and gave birth to two boys. Quite frankly, I thought I was prepared to raise boys since I have brothers. How much different could it be? Oh boy is it different! My brothers were disgusting, but it wasn’t my responsibility to civilize them. I have to admit some of my lessons have not only come from raising boys, but also growing up with boys and living with a husband. Here’s my Top 10:
1.“I need to go to Michael’s,” is as likely as saying “I love to go shopping.”
2. Bed sheets are only needed when you have a woman in our life, whether it be your mom or lover.
3. Bodily functions are to be displayed, hailed, and admired.
4. It’s more important to change your socks then your underwear.
5. A new wardrobe everyday is better than doing laundry.
6. Peeing outside is better than cleaning a toilet.
7. Cleaning a plate of leftover food is more disgusting than digging in the dirt, your nose or your pants.
8. Mother is never said like this, “Mah-THER”.
9. Food and ego stroking make any man yours...forever.
10. A good wrestling match can end an argument but not a relationship
It’s not easy being the only female in the house. If not for my boys, I wouldn’t know how to throw a hatchet, burp the alphabet, or throw down a good wrestling match. And if not for me, my boys wouldn’t know decorative towels exist, boogers don’t belong on the wall, or a bath in pool is not the same as showering
Love is in the air. Well, not for all of us. When I asked my girlfriend about her plans for Valentine’s Day, she said, “you know I hate this holiday.” Then she goes on to tell me how her and her hubby acknowledge the day by showering their daughters with not only love but gifts. I completely agree with her. This highly commercialized holiday brings out the rebel in me. Before the Christmas decorations are cleared off store shelves, we’re bombarded with hearts and love. I just want to say no. Let my hubby show his love on June 29th, give it to me on October 2nd, heck I’ll take any day he wants to give me a romantic gesture without marketers barraging him with guilt. But, it really is kind of a double edged sword for my beloved. I say don’t worry about Valentine’s Day but if he doesn’t, not even a card, I get hurt. It’s not really fair, I know that. I don’t want to be left out. I too have been sucked into the commercial vortex. Sad,but true. Let’s face it, guys are easy. To show my love all I need to do is give my hubby a big, juicy piece of meat. Get your mind out of the gutter, he loves beef and a thick, rare piece of prime rib is the way to his heart. As I started to think about it, I realized this is just holiday filled with expectations and work. Not only am I expected to prepare this gorgeous piece of meat, but do it with my legs shaved and dolled up with something-something to offer up for dessert. He loves brownies! As I spend the week planning and organizing a romantic evening, I realized I get screwed by this holiday, in more ways than one.
Ah-mazing! I thought it could be my wristwatch. It’s not my gray hair, crows feet, flabby arms or the use of the words; like totally or awesome. But no. There are numerous ways I show my age and it’s not by the use of a fanny pack, thank you very much. But I had no idea the biggest indicator of my age is punctuation or more specifically, my spacing. A friend kindly suggested I no longer double space between sentences. When did this happen? Of course, I googled it right away. BIG mistake. And the controversy I created on Facebook and Twitter over something as simple as spacing shocked me. I cannot believe the number of people dedicated, and I don’t use that term lightly, to either protecting the double space or enforcing the single space. I was also amused at how insistent my Talkalicious friends are of their views. I was sent links, books were quoted and tempers were flared. Wow, all this over spacing? A friend even approached me the next day to make sure I read her information after I declared myself a double spacer. Go ahead and admit it, you’re counting my spaces right now. I thought about going both ways, but I’m just not that kind of gal. Who knew people had such strong feelings towards punctuation? And people wonder why I don’t like politics. Finally I did what any sensible person would do. I contacted a college English professor and asked her the proper use of space. And no kidding she said, “either is still acceptable.” Of course, MLA (Modern Language Association) says one space, while APA (American Psychological Association) suggests two spaces. Oy vey! She did mention either is correct for less formal writing. FWIW, I’m not a grant or professional writer, I’ll do whatever I feel like that day. By single spacing this blog, I wanted to prove to myself that this old dog can be taught new tricks. BTW you single-spacer non-wristwatch wearin’ youngin’s, a watch is just another place for more diamonds!
I knew it was coming. I even tried to prepare for it. It’s like when you know your boyfriend is going to break up with you, but you try to do it first to let him down easy and to save face. But it happened and I was a bucket of tears. Thank God not the ugly cry, but the pathetic cry as tears well up in your eyes and one slowly rolls down your face before it really starts to pour. A cry like this will make your worse enemy feel sorry she ever said or did anything to hurt you. But it wasn’t my boyfriend or an enemy, it was my boys. It happened Christmas morning, I was sick with the flu, trying not to faint as I hooked up their new Xbox and my 11 year-old declared, “Mom, we know.” “You know what?” “We know you’re Santa.” That’s it. I would go into the gory details of their discovery, but let’s just say I think they had their suspicions and our house alarm was the final clue to the mystery. I thought I’d feel relieved. For the better part of 2013, I had been poking and prodding to figure out what exactly, if anything, they knew. Nothing. I also kept telling myself I was ready to move on. After a while you do get tired of putting out the reindeer food, eating the cookies, waiting until everyone is asleep and let’s face it as they get older the longer you have to wait. Now I had to ask them, “what do you think?” Then they started to tear and thank me. My hubby watched this display with disbelief and shock. His boys were crying along with his wife. When did his family become a bunch of saps? My cry was not of a broken heart or hurt feelings, as I explained to them, but because it was an end of an era. I’m no longer a mommy to little ones. Rather, I’m speeding into the teen years and quite truthfully, I’m scared. Let’s face it, from now on my Christmas will not be littered with enthusiastic exclamations of, “This is the best Christmas ever!” “I got exactly what I wanted!” “How does Santa do it?” “I’m the luckiest boy alive!” Now it’ll be, “thanks Mom.” Then it really sank in for my boys as my 10 year-old in a panic asks, “Mom, does this mean Christmas doesn’t exist?” “Yes son, Christmas is cancelled.” I had to have some fun or else I’d be a hot mess for a long time. After some reassurance Christmas continues even if you know the truth about Santa, he let out a huge sigh of relief. But I also explained that as a family we get to redefine how we continue to celebrate the spirit of the holiday. And simultaneously my boys said, “let’s go to Hawaii.” Nice, I see they’ve already moved on. Yow know what? They haven’t asked about the tooth fairy or the Easter bunny.
The holiday season is in full swing and while it’s my favorite time of year, it can also be the most stressful. Ok, who am I kidding, I’m not telling you something you don’t already know. Before all the hustle and bustle turns me into a woman that looks like she stuck her finger into a light socket, I decided we should take action. During Thanksgiving, I know you’ve seen on Facebook and other social networking sites sharing posts about the people and things we are thankful for during the season. But I say, let’s not forget to salute ourselves this holiday season. Let’s face it ladies, no matter how loving or giving your partner is, you make or break the holidays. If I left it up to my hubby, Christmas would consist of football, beer, wings and maybe a string of lights around the front door. I could list all the jobs we fulfill, but I’m getting tired and stressed just thinking about it. So, I say let’s take a few minutes to remember and say, “thankful I’m a woman.” Let’s take this time to appreciate all the beauty we bring to our family and friends. Let’s remember the greatest gift we can give our loved ones; ourselves. What makes you beautiful in their eyes? Is it your sense of humor, spontaneity, intelligence, kindness or do you make a mean lasagna? I love being a woman and more importantly I love the special something we bring to the table. No pun intended. For the next two weeks on my Facebook page I’ll be posting reasons why #ThankfulI’mAWoman. I hope you’ll join me and have some fun. But more importantly, I hope this gives you the opportunity to remember what makes you special this holiday season.
This has been on my mind since I first heard about the study on the correlation between the size of a man’s testicles along with his testosterone level and his ability to be a nurturing father. Okay, great. A bunch of scientists decide to test men and release this information without really clarifying their finds. The two questions that keep popping up my mind...how big is big and is size relative to the rest of the toolbox? I’m starting to really appreciate my “back in the day” dating rules. Afraid of diseases and financial distress, I asked for a medical report and credit rating. This was not easy, but a girl needs to know what she’s getting in to. But now this? What are women supposed to do? Do we look for a handful, a naval orange’s worth or a couple of marbles? It’s irresponsible for scientists to release this kind of data and not give a guide to help women. I have to admit, checking his size would make me a bit uncomfortable. Here’s what I say. I don’t know how my hubby’s tangerines measure up, but I will tell you he’s a great dad. Women need to pay attention to how their man treats them. My theory has always been if the man loved me and treated me with respect then he would make a good father. So far, so good. It didn’t take an anthropologist’s study for me to figure this out, I did it on my own. With that being said, if you’re dating with the hopes of finding the perfect man, best friend and father, do it my way. Any man willing to give you the world instead of beating it up will probably turn out to be just the kind of father you want for your children. Don’t be so hard on your man, he’ll try his best even if he does it differently from you. Clothes that don’t match, dirty kids and using a remote control car to feed the baby is okay, your kids will turn out fine. In fact, if they’re anything like mine, they’ll spend their life with more smiles than tears.
I’m feeling a little like Brittany Spears right now, prior to her breakdown. “Oops, I did it again.” I’m the Room Mom...again. I’m a glutton for punishment. I’m not the kind of mom who enjoys volunteering in the classroom. I don’t like kids, but I do like a good party. Decorating cookies or playing games with a bunch of elementary kids is not my idea of a party, but I can throw it down anytime and anyplace. I love the misconception that comes with being the room mom. First, I don’t have all the time in the world. It’s a priority. Secondly, I ask for help because I cannot do it on my own. I’m trapped in a room with a bunch of kidlets amped up on sugar and just excited about the day. Think back to when your child is bouncing off the walls over his/her birthday...now multiply that by 30. Lastly, I ask for a donation because I need it. Think of it as a way of saying thanks to the person who is planning, caring and sharing time with your child. I can’t tell you how many noses I’ve blown, tears I’ve wiped and messes I’ve cleaned up. Be careful of what and who you talk about in front of your kids. Their mouths are like a volcanic eruptions, because things just spew out everywhere leaving a path of destruction. I’m not easily shocked, but it has happened. Every year I ask myself...why do I add this stress to my life? It’s simple, I like knowing the kids. One day I’ll look at back on these kids and say, “I remember when that kid snotted all over my favorite shirt.” Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, lesson one...never wear anything cute because it will get ruined. The other reason why I do this job is to remind me to never become a teacher. I only have the kids for a short period of time and that’s enough for me. There’s not enough money, corporal punishment (oh, wait that doesn’t exist anymore, maybe it should) or love in this world for me to be anything other than a Room Mom. Elementary school goes by so fast. I’m okay with hanging out with your precocious little rascals for a couple of hours.